Finally, I made my decision to go hometown(wuhan, just keep quiet and rest for a while) and live in my own house, to prepare my life and career for the extra time of life.
I send a lot of stuff home so that i can be more swift.
Imagine that there is a good team/group which invites you to enjoy them, what kindle of identity u gonna present urself ?
That's what I need prepare this month.
Less stand for ?
See my Blog: Running.
stay or leave, that's a question
The first few days of this month I do not hesitate anymore, stay or leave, must be done at this month. After I think from top to bottom, from now to future and compare risk and return, I made myself a decision:
Do u still remember the f**king reason why u are here? I do.(update at 2020/08/06)
I start raising an orange cat which always eats too much as he is only 6 months old.
I start using english for my outputs(posts) including coding comments/annotations. And I was required to be a young boss of small tranditional business in a second level city(wuhan) with a trivial, idle living style:
But the price is high, I am struggling to break through, carefully.