YanYue's Recent Status

2020/09 (prepare for less)

Finally, I made my decision to go hometown(wuhan, just keep quiet and rest for a while) and live in my own house, to prepare my life and career for the extra time of life.

I send a lot of stuff home so that i can be more swift.

Imagine that there is a good team/group which invites you to enjoy them, what kindle of identity u gonna present urself ?

...

That's what I need prepare this month.

What does Less stand for ?

See my Blog: Running.

2020/08 (decision need)

stay or leave, that's a question

The first few days of this month I do not hesitate anymore, stay or leave, must be done at this month. After I think from top to bottom, from now to future and compare risk and return, I made myself a decision:

• Try my best to stay, but if it fails then leave quickly to adjust to new style life of my hometown.

Do u still remember the f**king reason why u are here? I do.(update at 2020/08/06)

2020/07 (parents require)

I start raising an orange cat which always eats too much as he is only 6 months old.

I start using english for my outputs(posts) including coding comments/annotations. And I was required to be a young boss of small tranditional business in a second level city(wuhan) with a trivial, idle living style:

• driving bmw x30i for a certain family conference which I dislike
• earn a work-life balanced life when i have more energy to consume
• associate with a woman who is not too talented in my mind

But the price is high, I am struggling to break through, carefully.

2020/06 (shutdown my site)

人生岔路口的迷茫: 跟着前辈继续单干还是回去做高级打工仔

和已经单干的前辈(家里关系)以及在国内知名大型互联网公司迷茫的后辈，在武汉结婚生子的同龄人交流，发现普遍还是迷茫:

• 在单位，开发的话语权不重，上升通道只是个形式 --- 凤毛菱角的头部班子没有代表性
• 单干的风险太大，收入也未知 (饱的饱死，饿的饿死)

(单干的朋友则更多的是大起大落，往外面撒一笔钱，再捞一笔，期间风雨坎坷)

(家里长辈的话)30年前我也没有想过今天的收入，只知道虚心多学，多向别人请教。

前怕狼后怕虎的，徒增焦虑。